slimbody

I’ve always been slim all my life!  I had the most amazing body and could wear anything I wanted to.  When I turned 34 years old I notice that I started to gain weight.  My eating habits stay the same, but for some reasons the weight keeps on add up!  I was so sad and confused and was in a state of sock,  I guess you can say that I didn’t know how to handle the situation.  I felt ugly for a couple of years, I guess I was in denial… I could no longer wear my sexy outfits.  I started buying loose fitted stuff to hide my tummy and the extra weight I’ve gained.

When I turned 35 years old I became pregnant with my 2nd child.  Before my pregnancy I was at 120 lbs, and I know some of you may think I’m crazy for being sad over this.  But let me just say that at 120 lbs I felt fat and couldn’t wear my tight dresses and etc.  Keep in mind I never had a weight problem in my life, up until now!  Anyways towards the end of my pregnancy, I was at 150 lbs.  After I gave birth to a gorgeous baby girl, I went down to 136 lbs. 

My currant weight is 128 lbs.  This sounds good, but let me just say that I still look like I’m three months pregnant!!!  How depressing… I still have a tummy and I can’t wear my normal clothes. I’m wearing loose dresses, bc its the most comfortable clothes for me.  I miss wearing my fitted jean, and a sexy blouse.  I have come to accept that I’m aging, which means that my metabolism is slowing down.  In order for me to look good again I need to change my way of living, eating, and exercising everyday.  I’ve made a promise to myself, that my new obsession would be eating healthy and exercising everyday.  So far I have kept my promise…